{420}{469}I believe in heaven.
{650}{697}I also believe in hell.
{849}{915}I've never seen either, but|I believe they exist.
{1156}{1204}they have to exist...
{1428}{1486}because without a heaven...
{1489}{1543}without a hell...
{1561}{1626}we're all  just headed for limbo.
{1628}{1671}you coming?
{1676}{1749}If it's bad, the nurses|will come and get us.
{1752}{1803}DR. Grey, he's seizing.
{1810}{1862}Well, how about now?Now can we go?
{1865}{1891}Sadie...
{1894}{1978}go find something else to do, now.
{1982}{2030}That's an order.
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{2342}{2399}<font color=17ede5>GREY ANANTOMY|Season 5 Episode 13</font>
{2525}{2577}why are you still here?
{2580}{2625}I'm here for you, izzie stevens.
{2627}{2698}No.No, you're not, because|I broke up with you.
{2701}{2763}So you are not here for me.
{2766}{2905}I'm sorry, but...you have to go.
{2908}{2941}I can't go.
{2943}{3016}- I'm here for you.|- Me, yeah, right.
{3019}{3107}- I am.I'm here--|stop saying that!
{3399}{3452}DR. Bailey.
{3460}{3563}I just called U.N.O.S. Jackson's officially at|the top of the list for a liver and small bowel.
{3565}{3641}They can't come soon enough.His|ammonia level's starting to rise.
{3644}{3720}I thought the shunt was|supposed to buy us 24 hours.
{3722}{3825}Isn't that what you said, that|it should give us 24 hours?
{3827}{3891}Melinda, we're doing|everything that we can.
{3915}{4012}I know. I-I know you are.
{4065}{4138}uh, excuse me.
{4286}{4327}Oh, my god.
{4331}{4378}He had a seizure.I gave him lorazepam.
{4380}{4416}You page shepherd?
{4419}{4451}I paged you.
{4454}{4502}- Page shepherd.|- The patient doesn't want that.
{4504}{4581}- Oh, really?He tell you that?|- yes.
{4590}{4630}Don't page him.
{4634}{4705}He's terribly unpleasant.
{4709}{4812}MR. Dunn is a match for your|kid who needs the transplant.
{4829}{4887}He's a match.
{4924}{5016}You probably have a brain bleed, which|is why we need to get shepherd in here.
{5017}{5097}DR. Bailey, he's gonna die anyway.
{5099}{5227}The boy who needs organs|I presume wants to live.
{5230}{5289}And me?
{5294}{5378}I have organs.
{5387}{5465}And I'm ready to die.
{5559}{5615}- DR. Sloan.|- DR. Grey.
{5648}{5690}After you, DR. Grey.
{5693}{5744}Thank you, DR. Sloan.
{5840}{5862}I know it feels wrong.
{5865}{5929}It feels wrong on so many|levels, I can't even count them.
{5931}{6042}But there is no case in any medical book that|tells you how to deal with this situation.
{6045}{6108}Well, I don't need a book.I know what|to do-- what's best for my patient.
{6109}{6152}I suggest you do the same.
{6153}{6191}- I am.|- Oh, oh, really?
{6194}{6229}You page shepherd yet?
{6231}{6293}Are you gonna page him?
{6360}{6512}I'm going to do my best to keep that beautiful|boy alive long enough to find him some organs.
{6514}{6658}I suggest you do everything you can to keep|your patient alive, because we're doctors, grey.
{6660}{6741}We're not executioners.
{6856}{6917}- don't even tell me.|- Locked.
{6919}{7011}People sleeping or--|why do I bother asking?
{7014}{7070}This is ridiculous.I need sleep.
{7070}{7131}oh, my god!
{7133}{7161}That's not a good noise.
{7163}{7237}- That's a bad noise.|- That's a really bad noise.
{7313}{7354}Oh, my god.Are you okay?
{7357}{7406}- No.|- It's bent in the middle.
{7409}{7451}I-I-I think|I broke it.
{7452}{7487}Get torres!
{7490}{7547}go!
{8148}{8208}you two are on jackson all day today.
{8210}{8318}He doesn't have a liver or intestines, which means|toxins are gonna build up and his braiis gonna swell.
{8321}{8375}We can't stop it, but we can|try like hell to slow it down.
{8376}{8419}- I on it, DR. Bailey.|- You don't have time for this, izzie.
{8422}{8461}You don't have time to|think about anyone else.
{8463}{8557}Stevens, I need a nod, a yawn|or maybe even a little burp--
{8558}{8655}something that lets me know that you're|awake and cable of keeping this boy alive.
{8656}{8720}Yes, I'morry.I am all yours.
{8721}{8762}way to listen.Thanks for that.
{8763}{8800}DR. Bailey.
{8802}{8840}- Yeah.|- How much time do we have left?
{8842}{8869}16 hours at the most.
{8872}{8966}There's a liver dialysis machine|downstairs.G.I.'S using it for a clinical trial.
{8968}{9030}It may give jackson a few more hours.
{9032}{9077}Maybe.
{9080}{9181}All right, then, uh, stevens, put in the I.C.P. Monitor|and start tracking his intracranial pressures.
{9186}{9234}Karev, go and get the machine.
{9236}{9297}What if it's already|hooked up to somebody?
{9319}{9417}If that somebody has more than 16|hours to live, then we'll unhook 'em.
{9467}{9514}I want off this case.
{9516}{9568}- DR. Bailey?|- Oh, god.I want off this case.
{9570}{9619}I want off|of-- what?
{9622}{9690}This little boy is gonna die, and I|just don't want to be there to see it.
{9691}{9741}I just don't want|to-- I can't see it.
{9742}{9783}I just want off.I want|off.I want off this case.
{9786}{9825}I want off.
{9857}{9908}When was the last time you slept?
{9909}{9949}No, no, no.I'm okay.
{9952}{10004}I think that you need to|get one or two hours of rest.
{10006}{10075}I'm--I'm|good.I'm--I'm fine.
{10082}{10136}Just go.
{10245}{10303}I'm fine.I'm good.I'm good.
{10460}{10519}- You're very happy.|- I am happy.
{10523}{10562}I'm happy to see you.
{10564}{10630}- You're not happy.|- Oh, I've just been here all night.
{10632}{10707}How is our resident|psychopath?Is he gone yet?
{10714}{10748}Uh, yeah, yeah, soon.
{10751}{10798}By the way, mom likes you.
{10802}{10854}she thinks you're good for me.
{11138}{11190}d--|oh!
{11260}{11327}DR. Torres, thank god you're her|yeah, I'm headed down to the pit.
{11330}{11370}- I got a 9-1-1 page.- Page|ortho if you need anything.
{11372}{11398}Uh, no, no, it was me.
{11400}{11461}I-I paged you|9-1-1 for DR. Sloan.
{11462}{11501}He's the emergency him-himself.
{11503}{11539}It's--it's|on his person.
{11541}{11567}- Wait, mark's hurt?|- Yes.
{11569}{11596}- No.|- Yes.
{11598}{11745}He's badly injured in--in a bad way that is bad for|anyone who's a man, but for DR. Sloan in particular.
{11747}{11841}Um, he may--he may|have broken a-a bone.
{11846}{11892}- A bone?|- He broke a bone.
{11894}{11969}I-I...  I broke his bone.
{11991}{12055}You're kidding, right?
{12383}{12435}cristina, I wanted to|apologize for last night.
{12437}{12507}It was not my intention|to arrive in that state.
{12508}{12546}You don't have to say anything.
{12567}{12658}As a rule, if I'm showering with a|woman, I do it without my clothes, 
{12659}{12752}and if I get in her bed naked, I|don't pass out, and if I--
{12754}{12812}it's okay.
{12815}{12880}- It's not.|- It's not...
{12920}{13003}but, uh, you know, you don't|have to talk about it.
{13154}{13262}It's getting a little harder to breathe.
{13291}{13338}you can stop doing this, william.
{13341}{13415}you can stop at anytime.
{13417}{13502}I know. I know.
{13537}{13619}do you want me to page DR. Shepherd?
{13627}{13755}He's your boyfriend, isn't he? Yes.
{13779}{13872}I had a feeling. Yes.
{13893}{13960}I had a feeling.
{13989}{14049}The n has very good taste.
{14096}{14191}Right now, all I can|think about are lemons.
{14361}{14417}lemons?
{14429}{14567}When my grandfather was|dying, he said he smelled lemons.
{14591}{14708}It was all he could talk about|for three days, the smell of lemons.
{14756}{14852}I keep waiting to|smell them, and I don'T.
{14906}{15038}Of course... he was a big liar, so...
{15058}{15152}are you sure you don't want|me to page DR. Shepherd?
{15163}{15222}- I'm sure.
{15249}{15296}Okay.
{15315}{15371}I need you to talk to the nurses.
{15373}{15469}Find out if any of their patients on|life support are o-positive or brain dead.
{15472}{15546}And then crossmatch those|folks against jackson prescott.
{15547}{15596}- The kid's running out of time.|- Okay.
{15598}{15691}And, o'malley, o'malley, sensitive|to their families.
{15692}{15772}We need organs for this|boy, but we can only ask.
{15772}{15818}We can't pressure.We can't coerce.
{15819}{15890}- Understood?|- Of course, sir.
{15989}{16132}- um, cristina.|- It's a ring.
{16135}{16166}It's from my mother.
{16167}{16203}Oh, it's--it's|from me.
{16204}{16250}It was my mother's, and I'm|gonna give it to meredith soon.
{16251}{16323}So what I'm looking for is an opinion|on whether she's gonna like the ring, 
{16325}{16394}or I should have the-- the setting|redone to something more modern.
{16396}{16428}Well, it's-- that's|really not my job.
{16430}{16496}Right.Look, I know you|two arE... still fighting.
{16497}{16540}But isn't it about|time you wrap that up?
{16543}{16672}Look, I ask because when I propose to|her, she's gonna need somebody to freak out to.
{16693}{16777}She misses you... a lot.
{16792}{16846}You must miss her, too, right?
{16849}{16884}Look, I don't know what's|going on in your life, 
{16885}{16953}but you must have inmethg you|need to freak out to her about, too.
{16954}{17026}I'm sorry.I think you|should ask someone else.
{17154}{17244}ms.Prescott, have you had|anything to eat today?
{17247}{17337}You should really keep your strength|up.Get a cup of coffee or some food.
{17339}{17391}I'll stay here with jackson.
{17577}{17710}You are like the guy who graduated from high|school and still hangs out on the football field.
{17713}{17762}Do you believe in heaven?
{17763}{17803}What?
{17805}{17851}Heaven.
{17876}{17934}I don't know.I guess.
{17970}{18109}Because I thought that maybe this was|heaven, getting to be here with you.
{18114}{18191}But now.. now I'm not so sure.
{18193}{18287}I think this... I think|this may be hell or--
{18288}{18347}what are you talking about?
{18350}{18398}- I'm here for you.|- Here for me, I know.
{18399}{18503}I got it.I hear you, a thousand times.
{18506}{18549}I chose alex.
{18551}{18584}I'm sorry. I am.
{18585}{18610}I am really sorry about that.
{18613}{18650}And I'm still here, all right?
{18653}{18720}You broke up with me, and m still here.
{18722}{18756}Doesn't that tell you anything?
{18759}{18855}It tells me that you're jealous, that|y don't want me to be happy.
{18856}{18886}You don't want me to choose alex.
{18888}{18921}Damn it, listen to me.
{18924}{18974}You can't pick alex.
{18978}{19055}- I'm here for you.|- Denny...
{19198}{19291}I want you to be happy, izzie. I do.
{19298}{19359}And I would leave if I could.
{19362}{19484}You think I want to stay here while|you tell me you want another man?
{19540}{19634}I can't go because|you won't listen to me.
{19637}{19676}I am here for you.
{19678}{19751}What does that even mean?
{19754}{19791}What does it mean?
{19796}{19873}You're a doctor, izzie.
{19874}{19938}Figure it out.
{20039}{20069}thank you.
{20103}{20149}What?
{20164}{20235}- DiD...|- what?
{20271}{20316}Nothing.
{20348}{20397}How's, uh, your serial killer?
{20400}{20456}Did you monitor him last night?
{20458}{20499}Yeah.
{20501}{20550}I got it covered.
{20684}{20762}Cristina, I said I've got it covered.
{21010}{21041}tell me you paged shepherd.
{21042}{21060}He wants to die.
{21061}{21133}- Meredith, what are you-- cristina, he's|gonna die anyway in a few days, 
{21135}{21230}and if he diesere, we can donate his organs to|the 10 year old who's gonna die down the hall.
{21230}{21289}And derek won't allow it.So no, I didn't page him.
{21291}{21338}And I hope you won't either.
{21339}{21379}I know you think this is wrong.
{21381}{21458}Just let me do this.
{21503}{21585}Please... please... please help.
{21588}{21660}Help me. I...
{21663}{21726}I don't want to die.
{21743}{21764}I... I don't want to die.
{21767}{21812}page shepherd right now!
{21839}{21907}code blue, fourth floor.
{21962}{22008}should I thread the catheter?
{22012}{22048}I want to see the grand canyon.
{22050}{22100}- Make sure you can visualize it on the ul|- I want to hike it, actually.
{22101}{22145}I want to look out over dead man's drop.
{22147}{22159}what happens if you can't advance it?
{22161}{22216}- use the bend guidewire technique.|- Not because I'm dead.Just 'cause, you know, the view.
{22222}{22257}Shut up.
{22269}{22315}What was that?
{22318}{22379}Nothing.Should I be able|to see the needle tip?
{22381}{22445}Yeah, that shadow within|the lumen is the catheter.
{22457}{22501}Have we heard anything?
{22508}{22579}From U.N.O.S., Have we heard anything?
{22598}{22619}I'll call them back.
{22622}{22686}I'd also like toee the|great wall of china.
{22688}{22756}You know, I did a lot of traveling in|my life, but I never made it to asia, 
{22757}{22781}- and I regret that.|- Okay, .Stevens, aspirate and
{22784}{22859}- make sure the ports are patent.|- My point, you unbelievably stubborn woman...
{22863}{22947}- it's not flowing.What can you do to flush the line?|- Is that there are other things  I would like to do and see...
{22949}{22982}no, that's lidocaine.Are|you paying attention?
{22984}{23047}- I'm sorry.I grabbed the wrong syringe.|- Things that I would like to do, but I can'T.
{23049}{23134}I can't go to heaven or hell or to asia.
{23136}{23188}- I can't do anything but this...|- okay, that's still not how you do it.
{23190}{23279}- Until you wake up and figure it out.|- Would you just tell me already?
{23414}{23513}I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
{23516}{23572}Why don't you take a|little break, DR. Stevens?
{23722}{23768}- You hear sloan broke his goods?|- what?
{23773}{23837}In that on-call room.Swear|to goD.I heard him screaming.
{23840}{23877}- With torres?|- Maybe.
{23879}{23988}But whoever it was, whoever rode him and|broke him, that's a girl I want on me.
{24025}{24063}Was it torres?
{24066}{24128}How should I know?I|mean, it's not my business.
{24129}{24172}It's nobody's business, and|it's defitely not yours.
{24174}{24218}I mean, not--not--not|that I know.
{24219}{24315}But if I did know who broke mark slo's penis, I|wouldn't even tell you because we're not even friends.
{24316}{24378}I mean, I took out your appendix|and almost ended my career.
{24379}{24430}That doesn't make us close.
{24476}{24574}- I want him prepped and into the O.R. In 20 minutes.|- Yes, sir.
{24643}{24694}you should've paged me a long time ago.
{24696}{24765}Better yet, when I asked you how he|was, you should've told me the truth.
{24766}{24803}I was following the patient's wishes.
{24805}{24857}The patient's wishes?He|doesn't get wishes.
{24861}{24886}He killed five women.
{24888}{24944}As much as you believe you're|right, I think I'm just as right.
{24946}{24992}If said something to you, there|would've been a debate.
{24994}{25053}He's been manipulating|you since he got here.
{25055}{25124}- He preys on young women.|- I made a decision as his doctor.
{25127}{25158}It was a bad decision.
{25161}{25212}It was the wrong decision.
{25215}{25327}You're gonna scrub in on the surgery, and you're gonna|watch while I try like hell to undo what you did.
{25475}{25521}his I.C.P. Is not going under 25.
{25523}{25560}Is the catheter occluded?
{25562}{25581}It's fine.
{25584}{25678}All right, try adjusting the height of the drip|chamber, and let's raise his bed up another 10 degrees.
{25680}{25746}- What'll that do?|- Not much.
{25749}{25826}Jackson.Jackson, you listen to mommy.
{25827}{25865}It is not time.
{25870}{25928}You do not get to go yet.
{25933}{25973}You have to stay here with me.
{25976}{26035}You hear me?You stay with mommy.
{26038}{26070}It is not time, baby.
{26072}{26139}I love you, and I need you to fight.
{26141}{26210}I need you to fight, jackson.
{26505}{26562}Yeah, that's a penile fracture.
{26570}{26597}Oh, I'm gonna kill myself.
{26600}{26650}We should operate, and|then you can kill yourself.
{26652}{26701}Oh, god. Can you do it?
{26704}{26783}Him? oh, no.He's a meatballer.
{26786}{26848}He is meticulous, and he|will keep his mouth shut.
{26850}{26904}I've done operations like this|before.It's not that complicated.
{26909}{26960}Guys run into this problem|on the battlefield, do they?
{26961}{27015}I don't think you and i should|talk about how guys run into this.
{27019}{27119}Uh, line up an O.R. We need to get|in fast, or you risk permanent damage.
{27121}{27198}Oh, god.No permanent damage, please.
{27321}{27384}Little grey, go away.
{27387}{27423}I don't want you to see me like this.
{27425}{27459}But I made you like this.
{27462}{27540}I'm saying please here.
{27547}{27623}Please.
{27859}{27902}talk to me, o'malley.
{27956}{27985}My god.
{27987}{28057}The guy's not a donor, and|they're about to unplug him.
{28404}{28501}- DR. Sheprd.|- DR. Bailey.
{28504}{28567}I need... y-you to stop.
{28569}{28613}I need you to put down the scalpel.
{28615}{28745}This man is trying to kill himself, and|god forgive me, I need you to let him.
{29019}{29078}You need to leave my O.R., DR. Bailey.
{29080}{29169}Five days... in five|days, this man is going to die, 
{29171}{29237}and his organs are going to go with him.
{29239}{29406}They'll be buried with his body, and they'll|rot in the ground, and that I-is a crime.
{29410}{29467}It's a crime against life.
{29474}{29554}It's only five days. That's it.
{29560}{29674}That's all we're taking from|him, and he doesn't want them anyway.
{29753}{29810}We took an oath, miranda.
{29813}{29833}I kn...
{29836}{29955}that.I know we took an|oath, but... right now, that oath...
{29989}{30068}makes no sense.It makes|no sense.It doesn'T.
{30070}{30130}So just stop. Just stop.
{30131}{30212}Don't do anything else for this man.
{30265}{30332}If I stop this surgery...
{30334}{30433}it's the same as me sticking|this scalpel into his brain.
{30485}{30552}Is that what you want?
{30575}{30659}YeS.That's what I want.
{30810}{30844}I'm sorry.What do you want?
{30846}{30899}I know this is excruciating.
{30901}{30949}But what I want...
{30950}{31006}what I need...
{31025}{31125}are your husband's organs--|his liver and his bowels.
{31127}{31188}- He's a match|for-- go away.
{31205}{31280}- I'm sorry.|- Please go away.
{31300}{31365}I can't take anymore.
{31369}{31427}He was healthy.
{31437}{31498}He was healthy two days ago.
{31501}{31557}He's my love.
{31559}{31706}And he put his head through a|windshield, a-and I have to unplug him.
{31719}{31809}He is the person who is supposed|to hold my hand when things go bad.
{31811}{31881}He is supposed to be her to help.
{31899}{31964}But he gets to go to heaven..
{31982}{32053}and I can't take anymore.
{32056}{32112}I can barely do this.
{32117}{32188}So please... go away.
{32197}{32261}I don't want anyone cutting into him.
{32781}{32840}Where the hell have you been?
{32851}{32953}I, uh..I had some stuff.
{32967}{33023}Dead-man-talking|stuff?
{33033}{33115}Uh, yeah.I... I don't know.
{33117}{33172}This kid is dying in front of his mom.
{33173}{33301}It's so bad, DR. Bailey-- DR.|Bailey-- can't stay in here and watch.
{33303}{33407}It's bad, but we're busting our asses to|save him, and you're talking to a dead guy.
{33410}{33472}Look, you want to do that crap|at home?Fine.But not here.
{33474}{33526}Here, you're a doctor.
{33618}{33655}I.C.P. Is still way too high.
{33656}{33691}I just gave him hypertonic saline.
{33692}{33725}When was his last lorazepam?
{33727}{33779}I gave him a bolus 20 minutes ago.
{33781}{33851}Put him on a drip with vec|and put him on a bis monitor.
{33852}{33901}Uh, check with U.N.O.S. Again.
{33944}{34039}whatever bailey's doing, I hope to hell|she's having better luck than we are.
{34099}{34206}He's hemorrhaging through his craniectomy.Should|I at least put in a subdural drain?
{34226}{34286}That's up to DR. Bailey.
{34289}{34348}DR. Bailey?
{34364}{34407}DR. Bailey, should I put in a drain?
{34409}{34438}No.
{34470}{34511}There's a lot of bleeding.We|should really do something soon.
{34512}{34599}- I am aware of that, DR. Yang.|- Sir, really soon.
{34777}{34828}it's your call, DR. Bailey.
{34830}{34872}It's up to you.
{34874}{34970}Am in executioner or am I a surgeon?
{34999}{35051}It's up to you.
{35054}{35111}It's your call.
{35510}{35571}pick up the scalpel.
{36081}{36138}he can't take his liver|with him to heaven.
{36141}{36198}He can't take his bowels or his kidneys.
{36200}{36317}His brain is gone, but those organs are|probably good because he's a young man.
{36319}{36399}And I know this is not what|you want to think about, 
{36400}{36480}and it's more than anyone|should ever have to think about.
{36507}{36575}But he can't take his organs with him.
{36655}{36797}I heard it was this physical therapist from the|rehab floor who does this fancy yoga thing where she, 
{36799}{36890}like, turns herself into a pretzel|while she's on top of a guy.
{36892}{36935}She quit two weeks ago.
{36938}{36969}I thought it was torres.
{36974}{37039}Well, whoever it was is going|down in seattle grace history.
{37043}{37089}Sloan is a legend.
{37091}{37200}Can you imagine the kind of muscle it|takes to break a m like that?I mean...
{37204}{37294}shut u just shut up about it.
{37329}{37371}You know something.
{37374}{37439}Yeah, I-I know that|it's nobody's business.
{37441}{37486}She totally knows something.
{37488}{37525}Did you see somebody|come out of the room?
{37528}{37624}- maybe it was her.|- What?
{37632}{37681}It was me, okay?
{37683}{37715}It was me.
{37718}{37791}I do this twist-and-shout thing|that blows most guys' minds, 
{37794}{37913}and I guess I twisted a little too far|and almost took the whole thing off, okay?
{38369}{38419}I can feel you.
{38423}{38473}I can smell you.
{38475}{38531}If you're dead, how come|I can smell your skin?
{38533}{38642}So I'm thinking, maybe you're not dead.
{38647}{38724}Maybe that was the part of me that was|crazy, that part that thought you died.
{38725}{38770}Maybe this is the not crazy part.
{38772}{38823}You are still alive, right?
{38825}{38885}That's it.
{38890}{38953}I'm sorry, no.
{38968}{39073}Are you a ghost... or a dream or...
{39079}{39161}you're a doctor, izzie, a scientist.
{39163}{39251}- Think like a scientist.|- I am!I am.
{39273}{39406}Scientists believe what they|can see, what they can feel...
{39408}{39488}facts--hard|facts.
{39509}{39574}I slapped you.That is a fact.
{39575}{39676}I felt... your face  my hand.
{39679}{39715}Fact.
{39717}{39782}I can feel your breath against my skin.
{39783}{39843}Fact.
{39867}{39933}Izzie. Izzie, izzie.
{39936}{39999}what's happening?
{40014}{40077}You tell me.
{40103}{40155}I'm scared.
{40579}{40615}I.C.P. Is still going up.
{40617}{40687}- Are you hyperventilating him enough?|- His pc02 is 30.
{40689}{40730}All right, l's raise him all the way up.
{40733}{40820}Jackson, you have to hold on.Okay, baby?
{40824}{40878}- Hold on. Just hold on.|- Melinda, step back now.You're in the way.
{40881}{40935}- hang another bag of F.F.P. You need to step back.|- Hold on for mommy, okay?
{40942}{41017}Please, jackson.Please.
{41020}{41056}Ms. Prescott.
{41058}{41120}No.No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
{41123}{41165}- You have to let them work on him.|- No, I can't leave my son.
{41167}{41217}I can'T. I can't leave him.
{41219}{41253}- We'll be right outside.|- please. Let me stay.Please. Please.
{41331}{41379}You see any bleeders?
{41382}{41415}The field looks clear.
{41418}{41457}Nice work, DR. Yang.
{41459}{41496}Why don't you go ahead and close up?
{41499}{41536}Thank you, sir.
{41538}{41585}What a waste.
{41588}{41663}He's alive, DR. Grey.We saved a life.
{41664}{41712}That's never a waste.
{41785}{41838}He's just a little boy.
{41840}{41887}He's never had a sleepover.
{41888}{41939}He's never learned to ride a bike.
{41941}{42012}Melinda... melinda, listen to me.
{42013}{42049}Miracles happen.
{42051}{42101}Medical miracles happen every day.
{42103}{42154}People live.Even when|they shouldn't, they live.
{42156}{42265}I need to be with him.He's|never been anywhere without me.
{42268}{42315}he can't go alone.
{42319}{42375}I need to be with him.
{42377}{42419}No.You are here with him.
{42421}{42485}You're here for him even|though you aren't in the room.
{42486}{42549}You are.You are here for him.
{42551}{42601}You're...
{42610}{42682}I'm here  for you, izzie stevens.
{42701}{42769}- I'm here for you.|- you're not real.
{42771}{42808}- I told you, I'm here for you.|- You're not real.
{42813}{42855}You are not real.
{42855}{42917}Izzie, I told you, I'm here for you.
{42938}{43010}DR. Bailey says you need to come now.
{43410}{43454}it's time to hold him.
{43456}{43551}He's going, melinda.Hold|him and help him go.
{44005}{44056}It's okay, baby.
{44060}{44101}You can go.
{44103}{44143}It's okay.
{44145}{44202}You can go.
{44230}{44269}It's okay.
{44273}{44314}Mommy won't be mad.
{44315}{44380}You can go, jackson.
{44382}{44432}It's okay.
{44435}{44476}It's okay, jackson.
{44481}{44509}You can go.
{44511}{44574}We have organs.
{44577}{44612}We have organs!
{44614}{44654}Get him to O.R. Three now.
{44687}{44758}starting C.P.R.push .35 of epi.
{44761}{44813}Get me a bicarb.
{45465}{45514}***
{45519}{45592}****
{45653}{45721}******
{45739}{45796}*********
{45871}{45904}he's coding.
{45905}{45972}Start C.P.R. Get the|crash cart over here
{46279}{46353}- heaven or hell?|- Yes.
{46415}{46456}You're here for me.
{46493}{46564}- Yes.|- No.
{46575}{46622}You're not here for me.
{46624}{46677}You're here for me.
{46699}{46749}You're here for me.
{46790}{46847}I loved you so much.
{46865}{46998}I loved you so much that when I got|to come back for you, I thought...
{47058}{47113}you were my heaven.
{47162}{47302}But maybe... maybe I'm your hell.
{47363}{47484}I'm sick. I'm sick, aren't I?
{47515}{47572}And instead of telling me...
{47613}{47725}instead of telling me to save|my life-- you son of a bitch!
{47727}{47778}You selfish son of a bitch.
{47780}{47806}I hate you!
{47808}{47853}- I hate you!|- I didn't know that there was a chance.
{47855}{47879}Miracles happen.
{47881}{47917}Medical miracles happen every day.
{47918}{47969}You said it!You said that!
{47970}{48035}Leave! Leave.
{48167}{48272}I can go now... because you know.
{48323}{48371}But it's your choice.
{48374}{48425}You get to choose.
{48426}{48499}But, iz, if I go...
{48522}{48598}I don't know... I don't|know if I can come back.
{48600}{48620}If I|go--
{48621}{48732}in the choice een betwheaven|and hell, I choose heaven.
{48741}{48788}I choose life.Go.
{48790}{48822}Get out of here!
{48823}{48889}Goout get of here!Go.
{48937}{48998}- I really hope this is heaven.|- Go.
{49159}{49212}What are you waiting for?
{49394}{49453}This.
{50201}{50250}I'm alive.
{50294}{50341}Yes, you are.
{50465}{50520}I was playing you.
{50538}{50592}Your boyfriend was right.
{50597}{50685}I wanted to destroy your career.
{50686}{50767}I was playing you the|whole time, DR. Grey.
{50795}{50889}And I wanted to be|here to see the fallout.
{50964}{51016}You were scared, william.
{51020}{51057}Death is scary.
{51058}{51113}I would've been scared, too.
{51335}{51433}it'd be good to have a|friendly face in the crowd...
{51528}{51581}when they kill me.
{52017}{52113}I planned a whole evening... last night.
{52149}{52204}A real date.
{52233}{52338}It was a clear night-- one of|the, uh, five seattle gets all year.
{52373}{52515}I was gonna take you to the west point lighthouse, and|we were gonna watch the northern lights together.
{52665}{52711}I'd like another chance.
{52799}{52860}I want you to give me another chance.
{52885}{52940}You got some problems.
{52956}{53030}You've got some big problems.
{53033}{53117}Yeah. Yeah, yeah, I do.
{53246}{53307}Will you go out with me anyway?
{53455}{53504}Yes.
{53796}{53839}Please go away.
{53842}{53868}No.
{53870}{53909}Little grey..
{53911}{53985}it's not little grey.It's lexie.
{53986}{54166}And... I'm sorry that I-I broke|y-- I'm sorry that I hurt you.
{54167}{54238}And I'm sorry that you're humiliated.
{54240}{54310}But I'm-- I'm not|going anywhere.
{54320}{54407}I-I've got a friend who|is guarding the door--
{54408}{54487}a good friend-- and since no|one is going to be coming in, 
{54488}{54618}I'm--I'm--I am now going to climb into bed|with you and I'm gonna stroke your hair, 
{54620}{54735}because that's what I like to|have done for me when I'm hurt.
{55152}{55198}How is he?
{55211}{55303}We were so late getting those organs in.
{55305}{55444}Between the cerebral edema|and the reperfusion coding, 
{55447}{55536}we--we don't know what kind of|damage was done to his brain.
{55541}{55613}We don't even know|if he's gonna wake up.
{55649}{55706}I crossed a line today.
{55810}{55866}I crossed a line.
{55906}{55966}So did I.
{56975}{57049}heaven...  hell.
{57050}{57099}Limbo...
{57194}{57264}no one really knows|where we're going...
{58610}{58655}lemons.
{58717}{58786}my grandfather wasn't lying after all.
{58789}{58853}Or what's waiting for|us  when we get there.
{59725}{59831}but the one thing  we can say for|sure, with absolute certainty...
{60229}{60272}jackson?
{60416}{60462}Can I have some water?
{60588}{60671}is that there are moments that|take us to another place...
{61450}{61529}I know you don't understand me.
{61566}{61638}I don't understand me.
{61684}{61756}I wanted to show him compassion.
{61758}{61807}That's why I went.
{61809}{61865}That's the reaN.
{61866}{61920}And it was horrible.
{61927}{61995}It was horrible.
{62049}{62083}It's okay.
{62146}{62205}It's okay. It's okay.
{62298}{62324}She's in the car.
{62326}{62386}She's in the car, and|she won't stop crying.
{62388}{62432}Did you propose?
{62434}{62496}No.She went to william's execution.
{62508}{62569}Moments of heaven on earth...
{63126}{63197}and maybe for now, that's|all we need to know.